but I do believe in blessings, and I believe they come in the form of sisters.
My sister is my world.
My best friend.
She is the one person I know I can count on, even if it is something annoying, like that time I asked her to pick me up from the police station at 3 am... I know that she will always be there for me. And I mean it in a way that is so much deeper than her doing annoying favours for me.
That kind of love is really hard to come by....
And it means especially lots because I was, admittedly, terrible to her growing up. Me and her never got along for long periods of time. I was that child that demanded all the attention, and I never let Brooke shine in my presence.
Despite that, she has shone. And she has made me so proud.
My sister and me now, for the first time in our lives, get along all the time and finally appreciate how much one means to each other. There is no other person in my life who gets my humour like she does. When we are together, we probably look insane - because we play off of each other's humour so much that it eventually just gets down right ridiculous. And when I make HILARIOUS jokes and no one laughs, I always think to myself "Well if Brooke was here she would get it."
Brooke also makes me feel beautiful. When Brooke compliments me, I know she means it. She is the most honest person in the world. And sometimes I hate that. Like how she doesn't take much of my shit (ie "waaa my heart is broken")... but even despite her eye rolls, she listens if she knows its important for me to get it out.
Brooke brings me back to earth, and back to what is important.
My little sister has made me a bigger person. Really, she has saved me.
She is my rock. My fellow white girl rapper. My partner in vegetarianism. My bffs.
I just hope that she thinks I am half the sister she is, because being half the sister that Brooke is is still a fucking amazing sister. I don't deserve her, I really don't. So this is why she is my blessing. I can't imagine life without you, it definitely would not be as incredible, as laughter-filled...
Love you forever.
Thank you for being the best sister and the best friend that I could ever ask for.
"but tonight.... i'm gunna fryyyyyyyy"
(ps - see, I DO love you more than you love me!!!!!!)